
I am not defined by past life times
Characteristics of ancestors that graced this stage before me
Pleasantries and mysteries of misery do not describe me
Calamity has been a path for me but still in times of Pain
I stand a mist ashes that were meant to burn me
My legacy was not foretold to me
My journey was once bleak is now becoming crystal clear
Slowly but surely I am beginning to breath and believe in the
Rebirth of my spirituality
I died naturally so that I can live eternally
While keeping close contact with the inner me
Because the man inside me
Is greater the one the world see’s
I was conceived unexpectedly
Carried through a pregnancy of tragedy
Not by mother
This transformation was actually performed in my womb
I was an incubator
And my uterus the tomb
Used to consume all the shame
All of the pain
All of my dark days
And cold nights
That plagued me and the womb became a grave
I died to the old me
Submerged in water that signified my submission
To his authority and his deity
To show the world that I believed
In the Trinity
And salvation is free
The thing that I thought defined me no loner haunt me
I am not my hair
I am not this skin
I am not the world’s expectations of me
In the middle of Tears and desperation I cried out with boldness
ENOUGH is Enough I am sick and tired of being sick and tired of being tired of being sick
I am tired of compromising my worth because of the curse
That was passed down generations before me
I will not argue with the devil
He is defeated and I in need of an Advocate
that has been seated at the right hand of the father who
Heard my plea of misery
freed me,
easily
it was his gift to me
all I had to do was
believe
then receive
My birth right
I resist negativity
Embrace ingenuity
Rejoice in the influence of those
Who love and want what’s best for me
I will no longer cast my pearls before swine
And dine with perverts who perversely
Promote promiscuity, polluting my womb
With unworthy adversaries how dare you
Say to me I am just another tragedy
Black girl lost in streets of insanity
Mayhem and misfortune may have be felled me
But the truth is the root that is planted by the streams of waters
That broke and brought fourth life…
©™2007 VYBE